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This is a story of a prostitute/crack head, a person that is damaged, has not grown up, nor taken any responsibility for life and her children. Its not such an unusual
story, in that its not untypical of 99% of women in this position and if you have a similar tale to tell you can post it here. You may say silly old fool, and yes to err is human and most normal people take things on trust and can only be pushed so far. Enjoy reading but take this as a warning on your emotions and your pocket.

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D******'s favorite album (decoded)

History

I started seeing D***** in September 2002. I met her at the top of Hessle Road near ASDA
and for 3 years was not really aware of her lifestyle or the extent of her activities.

In November 2007 D******’* abuse of me started to increase because D**** C***, (similar to myself) had withdrawn his support for her, because he had learnt of her abuse. Without going into a lot of detail this ended up in an assault, criminal damage and prison. This abuse was the same then as it is now, and all the time she was hiding her relationship with N*** F******* who she has a violent relationship with, but always ended going back to. He has been in prison for beating his wife and has been to prison for being violent with D*****.

On the 16th November 07 (my birthday), D***** came to my house because I had been assaulted and she spent the day with me. She stole £100 out of my tin in the front room,
and then made an excuse to leave at 1am because she felt guilty for all the upset she had caused me. I believe she went to her mams. She lied and went back to Holland Street to meet her boyfriend that she had fallen out with. I knew this because she had received texts on my phone after she had put her Sims card in my phone. I followed her to Holland Street, and she opened the door, thinking it was her boyfriend and became aggressive because he was in fact on the way to her. She said she wanted to be alone etc. I called her at 5am and I heard him in the background.

I always said to her that we really fell out after she had brought him to 113 on the premise
that he was just a friend and under my nose in my house. She had asked for a room for a
few weeks, but this I believe was just a ruse so that she could see him away from Holland Street whilst her other partner S**** was also at Holland Street. D***** was deceiving
F******* into thinking that S**** was in fact L**, her brother whilst he was in fact the father
of her 2nd child so it was becoming increasingly difficult for her at Holland Street to have a relationship with F*******. She used me to be normal with him at night and return to Holland Street during the day to continue her activities with S****. I eventually after 4 weeks managed to get rid of them both out of my property but this ended with an assault on my self, damage to my property. F******* also damaged my property by breaking into the front room by smashing the door down to retrieve his guitar which was only in there to protect it, till I came to give it to him. He had gone before I managed to get there.

We fell out over this until Sunday 10 February 2008.

I continued with her until March 8th when after a few times that she had lied again and the deceit started, she took me to Marfleet Lane after saying the previous night that she wanted
to do something normal today, she disappeared for an hour, came back to the car then disappeared again, and then turned her phone off at 6.11pm. She had had a p**** in the car because she could not use her c**** at Ceylon Street where I believe she met with F*******.
I retaliated and cut her phones off.

A week earlier she deceived me on my day off and stole my phone saying she was returning, but in fact met D*** C*** that same evening an hour later. I rang her on Monday morning,
and she said she was about to ring me, but then said she wanted cash. I took that as blackmail. I refused. She did in fact as I found out, had had an incident, in which the police
were involved in the early hours of Sunday morning. She had had an argument with N*** F******* and this resulted in as she put it, being thrown out of the window, and nearly losing
a finger. I believe that she was being questioned by him and she then became aggressive and self harmed herself, in order to gain sympathy from him (F*******) to give her cash, in the
same way that she self harmed on the Sunday night that she took £300 out of my account.
On the Sunday morning D**** C*** came over to Holland Street where she was with her mother to offer support. This is only my assumption of events but it’s always very hard to believe D***** because her addiction normally comes first.

I made contact with her on Tuesday 22nd April and apologised to her, and she gave me her new number. I believe that night she smashed my wing mirror down Holland Street. She appeared to show some remorse, but she was in fact with D**** C*** at Bilton and I had
txted him to inform him that I was at Holland Street talking to a neighbor. She asked him to be taken to Holland Street where she was going to confront me. That night she played off, my self and D*** C*** and went to his house leaving me waiting at Holland Street.

She came to my house for 8 days on the Friday (2nd) but on Thursday 8th May she showered, washed her clothes, got ready to meet her mum at bingo at St Stephens Square, but went to the front and met someone else. She turned up in the morning. I believe she just used my home to prostitute from and gave me back as little as she could whilst pretending to say that she was in a relationship with me.

She told me that she had left C**** for me, and C**** had been to her mother’s and had had
an argument in front of her children saying that I was allowing her to prostitute from my home in order to pay her way with me. I told her mother this but have not had a response

On the Friday of that week I left her cash but she was not there when I got back. She did say she would txt but did not. She also said that she was with her kids on the Marina on Saturday afternoon, but I doubt this as she rarely sees her kids.

On the Sunday afternoon she got me to come to Marfleet Lane where she had a p*** in the car. This was because she could not do it in front of boyfriend at Ceylon Street. She repeated this in the evening but did not come back and did not txt later.

I had the day off on Monday 12th May. I went to Bilton Shops. She left me and did not return. We were supposed to have a day out.

On the Tuesday she met me with C****. She said my hair was nice and C**** said I was a
nice man. I believe this was just to butter me up for later. I left her at Hessle road and that
was the night that she never came back and was the night that her and C**** or perhaps N*** F******* came to 113 and removed her clothes, my camera and phone.

I cut the phone off that she was supposed to give to her daughter because she then was
using the camera as blackmail. I also changed the locks at 113.

On Thursday 15th the pattern was repeated and she left me outside her mothers for 3hrs
and used the phone as an excuse not to come home.

She eventually came back to 113 on the evening of Monday 19th and had s**, but it was hurried. It was on the following day that her manipulation became even more obscene. She managed to get £140 out of me that day. She disappeared, and at the beginning of the day sent the following txt.

I need u to come asap to bilton grange and pick me up u r gona get me some s**** arnt u then i promise we will go straight bak to urs ill make everything up to u over the last 3days
ok and ill pay attention to u not just my stone ok and we'll av a gud night i promise

This promise has never been carried through.

I did not contact her for a week and then after I had txted her mother saying I cared for her and she was welcome here in spite of everything, she turned up here on the Tuesday morning like a wet rag doll and the rest of the abuse is bellow and in my mind was just revenge.

Statement of Events. Sunday June 08

Txt 1
Don’t go off on 1 like you did Sunday but let’s face it honey, u need cash n I was a source
for that on Sunday, correct. Sunday night was ur TICKET, for cash and u turned tables round? (when I said NO CASH) with crap bout ur feelings for me n all the bullshit bout no s** cause
u were jealous about X. Sorry but cant believe a word, All this tells me that I am just a TICKET for cash (everyone else says so) r**** n r*** have been where u are and say u are just taking the P***. Tell them to their face that they are wrong if u dare? So like I said prove to me that I am wrong and be there for me as normal person without cash for 3 days and have normal relationship.

Txt 2
Ur lying low cause ur in denial n I am right. I bought u clothes, got ur hair done only for u
to take the P*** again on Saturday night to get ur TICKET to piss off to Ceylon St or some other sucker to get cash. You are with him at Ceylon and just using me and denying s** so clean for him? U say no but I say YES. Prove it!! Yes I am jealous cause he gets full relationship and I don’t! That drama on Sunday was ur method, your TICKET to cash. You turned it all round, what an ACT. And I caught you f****** me off and going back to Ceylon, (like u did 4 nights in row) so you turned around and then pissed off the back way. You damaged my car n took my SAT NAV so you have hold over me. Why did you try to take Crossroads DVD? N u still got my camera which u prob pawned.

Txt 3
You prob tried to do same at Holland Street with N*** and you cut your finger trying to make him give you cash, after you had taken my phone and then met D***? Using reverse psychology for control of my emotions. Clever. So yes I am jealous and have been since you made the BIGGEST mistake with me of all by bringing him to 113, and that’s when most of the trouble between us started. So, prove me wrong if u can which I doubt, or admit it and LET ME GO cause im sick of being second and having the P*** taken out of me any longer and we will finish it, but perhaps be friends? x Despite what u do to me u know that I adore you but its cruel and inhumane to play with my emotions and I need to move on or I will waste my life chasing u knowing that I can never have you.

My further txt on Sunday afternoon
Return phone, SATNAV and show me camera. Come n talk to R*** and prove me wrong. Prove that u are not with Nick. Then u are welcome here and prove that u care and spend
time and do normal things with me. Ill give u a few days to think about this then I will report my SATNAV stolen, say I was assaulted and criminal damage was done to my property. Up to u but I am serious this time. Once a thief always a thief. But I doubt if you will cause of addiction and an addict will do ALMOST anything for cash. Just so you know, how serious I am, I will not even protect my own kids if they had done wrong and would take it as far as I could, no matter how much I cared for them. I will not tolerate a bully, a thief, a liar, any violence or aggressive behavior. End off!

Events on Sunday evening. 8th May

D**** txted me in the morning because we had arranged to go out for the day, but
I was annoyed at her behavior the previous night. I eventually went to pick her up
at about 4pm. She kept me waiting 2hrs and when she finally came she had drunk nearly a bottle of Vodka. She took me to where the assault happened. We parked the car. Her attitude became aggressive after I said that I would not give her cash. She broke down and then assaulted me by punching me in the face and intimidating me by jabbing her fingers close to my face; she broke the cup holder on the dash board and then tried to snap the controls on the steering column. I calmed her down then she started to try to say that her condition and attitude towards me was the result of having to listen to me talk to my x wife whilst at 113 and that she was a jealous person and could not deal with this. She again took the SATNAV from the glove compartment and still has this.

I allowed D***** to withdraw £20 from my account and she brought a receipt, but
she then made a further withdrawals of £250 and a further £30. The bank confirmed this. She eventually disappeared again.

I rang the police and added it to my LOG number. On Monday I cancelled the card because I suspected she might have done this for revenge due to the texts I sent her on Sunday afternoon. The withdrawal was made at 19.32 at PO Savoy road in Hull.

D***** made contact on Tuesday night, said she was coming over but didn’t arrive until Wednesday at 8.50am. (I was unaware at this stage that she had withdrawn extra cash on Sunday night without consent) She brought SATAV and showed me camera. She did not do the right thing and make up to me; neither did she want to talk about issues. She went to bank but took the wrong card, which the machine kept (or so she says) because I had
cancelled the card on the previous day because I was concerned after Sunday that she had copied details down. She said she had drawn £20.

I took her to chemist, then somewhere else, then we went back to 113. We went for walk. I tried to talk about issues but she still became difficult and mildly aggressive about this. At 4pm she asked for more money and when I refused she said she would get ready while I was at bank and she would make up have a shower for when I got back. She altered this by taking
my passport, driving licence, diaries and SATNAV because I confronted her and said I wanted
to finish it because she would not make relationship complete. She became aggressive, started shouting in my face and then blackmailed me to go to cash machine. I rang Halifax and transferred money, but found out that she had actually drawn £40. She denied it. I gave her £20, and we went back to house and she only had strip wash and got ready to go out and still did not make relationship complete.

We went out and had further disagreements in car. She flicked ash on dash board, tried to
get keys out of ignition, took CD out of console and threw it across car. She went to see
friend then went to Hilston Street and I waited in car while she went for ice cream. She rang
me and said she was with friend would be 5mins but then rang me and said pick her up at Billsdale which was half a mile away. This was a ruse so that she could slip away back to Ceylon Street to her boyfriend which she continually denies being with. I drove to Ceylon Street and caught her coming out of Pizza shop walking in the direction of Ceylon Street. I confronted
her, she said she was getting us something to eat (or her friends) but she was clearly walking in the direction of Ceylon Street thinking I was still at Billsdale. I confronted her and she asked for her bag from boot and I asked for my SATNAV. She refused. I went home and txted her saying I hoped she and N*** choked on the pizza I had bought them, and I was going to police and returning her clothes to her mothers. She txted me and said she had done nothing wrong.

This pattern was a repeat of previous week when she turned up on Tuesday, spent day here but slept on sofa. This pattern repeated on Wednesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturday night when she stayed the day but did not sleep the night. This is the reason I confronted her
about not making relationship full.

A couple of weeks ago she did spend about 7 days here and she to be fair was not so demanding. She did sleep with me a couple of times but the rest of the time she slept on the sofa. I believe the purpose of that week was to gain my trust again which she systematically broke by becoming aggressive, bullying and manipulation over the last week when she couldn't’t get cash for what she needs.

In all this time I was not aggressive, because its not in my nature only buying her clothes, getting her hair done and generally running her about to dole, probation etc.

The previous time she spent 7 days here the pattern was not a lot different only that on the Tuesday night she left me on Hessle Road until 12am and she had slipped back to 113 with a friend called C****, or perhaps her boyfriend N*** F******* had come to the house? She took her clothes, my camera and a phone. She rang me and said she was 10mins away but
was either back at C****’* or Ceylon Street. I reported this stolen.

In November 2006 this pattern of abuse had started in the October of that year when she asked me for a room for a few weeks. She brought a friend, but this turned out to be her boyfriend. I tried to get rid of them but found it difficult. It finally ended up with her assaulting me and causing criminal damage to my property at 113. It went to court and because of previous she went to Newhall for a month but only did 2 weeks.

I believe she has not forgiven for that and her purpose was just to abuse my good nature, take what she thoughts she could get away with, using her charm, aggressive behavior and cunning.

Her final txt to me after she disappeared for 6th day in a row.

Stop bin so stupid iv not done nothing to u id bin to shop 4 them u drove off not me mike n left me looking stupid

Texts from Debbie 12th June 08

So av u chilled out yet as i wasnt doing nowt last night thy asked me to go to pizza shop so i did so it ur own weird mind thats workin OVER TIME ANYWAY IM ABOUT IF WANT TO PICK ME UP N GO BACK TO URS D*****
16.54pm

Got ur stuff ere
17.18
In my opinion this was to get me there to abuse me further.

My response.

Yeh. Go to Bilsdale so you could slip away to Ceylon and just turn up in morning. Why was u walking to Ceylon, ive got all txts and u just contradict urself, so lying. Just a repeat off previous 5 days. Caught u red handed like Sunday, when walking up to Holderness Road, so u came back and then f***** off back way. Yesterday’s behavior and blackmail techniques was what uve been doing for 3 weeks now.

Like I said the 1st thing u should have done when u came on Wednesday morning, was to make up in proper way as most couples doin relationship. But you avoided this and also even talking about it, like u have done since the previous Tuesday and then blackmail me by taking SATNAV, diaries, passport and driving license to make me give u money for s****.

N even the other time you spent 7 days here u were again economical with ur
affection and took camera and phone when left me on Hessle Road, n lied about being 10mins away in taxi. NOT A NORMAL THING TO DO IN A RELATIONSHIP. And not normal to withhold bein close as a tool to ABUSE ME for cash and use EXCUSES which are just BULLSHIT.

U say u don’t need c**** everyday, well everyday uve bin here ive run all over for u for it. I made it plain; come here, have normal loving relationship without c****, build up trust and then we will talk about money and perhaps I support u as if we were married or partners, but you have shown me NO AFFECTION, ABUSED MY GOOD NATURE, RIPPED ME OFF, and DISSAPEARED 6 nights in a row. WHAT KIND OF RELATIONSHIP IS THAT D*****?? YOU TELL ME?? a c**** GRAFT, n good for graft, while you with N*** at Ceylon Street? You’ve had ur chance?

Her response 19.05.

If u looked across road u would av seen road wat lead on to were u was so there get ur facts right before u accuse me ok

My response:  19.25

Lying f******g bastard!

Further development.

I rang Halifax tonight (12 June 20 10pm)

On Sunday when I allowed D***** to withdraw £20 from my account and she brought a
receipt, she made a further withdrawals of £250 and a further £30. The bank confirmed this.

I rang the police and added it to my LOG number. On Monday I cancelled the card because I suspected she might have done this for revenge due to the texts I sent her on Sunday afternoon. The withdrawal was made at 19.32 at PO Savoy road in H***.

When she arrived on Tuesday she asked if she could go to bank. I gave her the other card
with limited money in. My VISA Electron. I remember that she asked me to get something from the kitchen and then I believe she took took the other card, (which I had cancelled) and when she came back said the machine had swallowed it, because she had put in the wrong pin, or so she says. I suspect that she had tried to use the card to get more cash and because of me canceling it the machine took the card. She then came back and said the machine had swallowed the card because of wrong pin and took the other one. She said she had drawn £20 but the bank confirmed in the afternoon that was £40.

I spoke to the Halifax this morning (13th June) and confirmed that the card could not be used. They said that if I had not authorised her to draw the cash, then it was theft. After my suspicion on Sunday and canceling the card I believe her intention was to draw further money on Tuesday. She returned and said the card had be taken by machine but had taken the Visa debit card to the bank and not the Electron card I said she should use! She made an excuse that she had forgotten her cereals and went back and drew £20 more than I had said she
could have.

How many other times has she taken more than I said she could? Halifax can do a fraud enquiry on my account.                    

I then txted her mother and informed her, and then sent a txt to D***** as follows.

Not only did u steal 20 yesterday, u withdrew on Sunday 250 in addition to the 20 I said u
cud have. Its out of my hands now so good luck ul need it.

+Final txt at 12.13am

And 1 final point, u was using my home to prostitute from. Remember the Thursday night when u got dolled up to meet ur mam at bingo. I saw u at front waiting to be picked up. F****** lying bitch. You said u was a bitch n and it’s true!

Friday 13th June am

I discovered this morning that D***** had also taken my Crossroads DVD,
which she had tried to take before, but I discovered it in her bag. She removed this again.

SATNAV
Fuji Digital Camera.
Phone on Orange Network.
£20 from cash machine on Tuesday 10th June. Unauthorised
£270 from cash machine on Sunday evening. Unauthorised
DVD Crossroads
Assault (Hit me in face) then continued to put hand to my face to intimidate me because I sad no cash
Theft
Criminal Damage to Car. (Broke the cup holder on dash board)
A few weeks before I suspect that she had smashed my wing mirror on car? when parked
down Holland Street. She said ‘you don’t think I did that, do you?
Then tried to break the indicator controls on steering column.
Took my keys and would not return them.
Tried to self harm on wrists with glass, accused me of causing this.

I wished her a Happy Birthday by txt on Monday 16th June.

I discovered (on 29June at 5.50pm) that on the morning of June 13th, my ex wife's birthaday, d***** had sent her a txt with the intention of causing trouble, the content of
which was all lies.

Whilst I was giving the statement to the police today 17th June, she txted me and asked where I was, I replied and said I was at home working, she replied and said, I wondered if I wanted to pick her up, I did not reply. This was in spite of her abuse and theft the previous week. Is that taking the p*** or what?

D***** returned to my home on Friday 25th July at 4.10pm. She knocked first on the
window, then the door. My friend answered the door and said that M*** was not coming out.
She then kicked the door and caused £300 worth of damage and smashed the wing mirror
on my car. £100. She said open the f*****g, I don't care about the police, I will throw a brick through the window. A witness saw the whole event which lasted about 10 minutes. The damage caused is now in addition to the previous problems.

On Tuesday 25th August the police knocked on my window. They said was D****e here. I said no. They said they had had a call and needed to pick her up because they were concerned for her welfare. I briefly explained the situation. I since found out that a neighbor had reported seeing her covered in blood. I am not sure why they came here?, Perhaps they new where the neighbour lived. I gave them directions to a possible location. I also found out that her on off partner who has previously gone to prison for assault on her, and previously his ex wife, had done this to her. She seems to go back for more punishment. I can only conclude that it's not for love but for abuse to fund her lifestyle.

On Wednesday 27 August D****e knocked on my door at home. She came in and apologized for what she had done to me, admitted smashing my wing mirror and said that I did not deserve what she had done. She stayed for about an hour, we talked and had a drink. She left and said she would return later. It got to about 10pm and I gave her up, thinking she was back to her old tricks. At 12.45am I received a txt from her, saying, 'come to hospital now, in a bad way'. When I arrived at A and E she was sat in the consult room, covered in blood from head to middle with some serious lacerations to her head. She said that she had been hit in the head with a pint glass. She was distressed and I comforted her the best I could. She said it was N**k F*****r that had done this because he had tried to get his stuff and it was him that phoned the police claiming that she had gone berserk and was mad. She claimed that he was arrested 100 yards from the flat. We stayed at the hospital for an hour waiting for the stitches to be done. All of a sudden she decided that she would leave, because apparently the police arrived and she claimed it was F*****r that had been brought in for stitches and she did not want a confrontation in A and E. We left to go to her flat as she wanted to pick up her P**e that she had hidden in the bushes. The flat window had been smashed and it was crawling with police. She stayed at my house that night and the police started ringing my phone after coming round at 8.30am. I did not answer the door, nor the calls. At about 1.pm we went back to the hospital and the police phoned again. I answered the call and said that she was with me, she was OK and that after the hospital I would take her to P****Y road for interview. After the hospital at 3.pm she wanted to come back to my house. She was concerned about being arrested but the police rang again and she met them at her flat at about 5pm. She returned and stayed over one more night. She said that the police did not in fact bring him to A and E so I then became suspicious of exactly who it was. I was beginning to have doubts. Perhaps she was involved in an incident at the flat and had run away and the police were infact at the hospital looking to arrest her??

The second day she was here she showed me my SATNAV but said she would keep it until I had phoned police. I took it as blackmail to make me withdraw my statement.
I then asked her about the DVD's but she claimed to know nothing about them. She did however say that she had tried to borrow them for her father but I had gone in her bag and retrieved them. Strange as I had made a copy of them for her.

She was then very sweet and attentive and on Friday. I took her to Chemist and to sign on JSA. She claimed that NF's son had been to the chemist and caused trouble in the shop, and an old lady was hurt. The consequence of that was she was after her script had run out, not able to get her methodone there any longer. At about 6.pm she decided that she would take all her stuff back to flat which was in my opinion the opposite of what she had been saying for the last couple of days. She did not return on the Friday night after saying she would. She then popped in on Saturday tea time for a couple of hours and left saying that she needed to go to the flat for some food to bring back in 10 minutes but she might stay over. She did not return. She had promised to pawn a camera, to give me some money because I had lent her £20 on the Friday, but she did not do this. She had promised a possible relationship but claimed she had hepatitis and if and when she was ready for sex, we would have to use a durex. A little later on she started talking about sex and said that she liked oral rather than being touched. I then thought, what is the difference between a penis and a mouth, they both accept bodily fluids and felt that this was just an excuse. She said that if we were to have a relationship then we would have to go to the clinic together and get a check up. I agreed.

I did not see her all of Monday, she just made up excuses all day. On Tuesday I got a txt from her at 3pm. I was with a client and said I was on my way back and would meet her at my house at 5pm. She came for her camera and I gave her £20. She said she would stay over and she would be 5 min's max. She did not return. She claims that she is better and on 50mgs of methodone and is having her children around allot more.

When at my house she was still up to her old tricks. She said that my tenants had asked her to s***e and she would get the money of me. She was asked by my tenants if all was Ok between us and she confided in them and said, 'm**e knows what I am, he gets everything he deserves, ill get the money off him and s***e for you, and I have always ripped him off. That was exactly the opposite of her attitude when getting back into the car.

In my opinion the assault may not have been F****** because of what happened at the hospital. She was assaulted the week before and as I said the police came here at 11.50pm concerned for her welfare. She told me that it was a drug debt and happened at the station in town. Perhaps the Wednesday night issues were the same and was either a client or a debt. This has happened before at her previous address with windows and doors being smashed.

I also feel now that now more that at any other time her life is becoming more protracted due to her lifestyle fueled by her addiction and having her children there puts them in danger.

I also found out that it was not just £290 that was taken out of my account but over £1,700 along with all the other issues mentioned above.

I took some legal advice and was told. Pull yourself way because if she dies then you might be brought into it. I have finally seen this and I sent a final text and made this clear.

After you read this txt, we will never speak again. You are not ill, just in denial because I
know the truth. Give me some credit. I’am stupid for letting you into my life, but I know more about you than you think. You moved into that flat with Nick. I know this because you told your daughter to lie about nick being there, but she told your mam. So you lied to me again and I know that you were always going back to Ceylon Street to nick and grafting with Craig during the day. He may have battered you that night, but might have been away for week,
or it might have been another issue, or you had Craig there and nick caught you, so u turned to me and continued your abuse. I was there for you at hospital on night you got battered
and covered in blood, I comforted you as a human being would, but what are you, an evil
crack queen. All that bull about hepatitis was just an excuse not to have sex! When have you ever been there for me? I have never ever met anyone like you so, morally evil. But I know it’s only for the drugs. You haven’t changed, have you? I have been through all my statements
and it’s obvious by the extent of your abuse that you don’t and never ever had a signal
ounce of respect for me and that all that babble that comes out of your mouth is just lies
and bullshit for yourself and yourself only. This doesn’t mean that I hate you or can never
care for you, if you ever want that, but nobody whether, husband, lover or just friend
deserves that treatment. After everything that I have done for you, you stole £2,380 from
my account. You should have asked me to loan you it as a friend, but you just abused me for your selfish evil self. If you thought any thing off me we could have made some kind of deal
as friends, but no you have showed me NO respect and behaved true to your habit and your morally dysfunctional personality with no regard or respect in the way that you deal with your life . And you put your kids in danger by having them at your flat with a women beater and X con. You are either with Craig, an alcoholic and a user like you, or with Nick, a violent low life, who you moved in with that you probably use and protect at all costs. Next time you end up in A and E, it might be your last. You had your 9 lives with me and I will not be there for you anymore. Shame on you, and good luck.

D****i knocked on the door at 2.50pm, 8 September. She forced her way in and threatened me. She assaulted me by pushing me 8 times with her face an inch from mine and spat in
my face. She took my keys and said, open the door to my room. I refused. This verbal assault went on for 30 min's with her leaving with the keys and returning within 5 minutes. She eventually threw the keys into the road, left, but returned and picked them up and handed them to me. I phoned the police help desk and created another log number which was added to the existing. I then phoned CID and reported it to the DI that is looking into matters.

The final result of the recent abuse has forced me to take out, a Non Molestation Order, because of threats of violance towards me. It was granted in the County Court and is in force for 1 year.

The order was breached 3 times and she was arrested. Appeared before magistrates court. Charged with conditional discharge + cps fees for a year.

Conclusion.

D****e has maintained by txt that we were/are having a relationship, but her abuse and
violent behavior has become more controlling through the use of sex, and has refused to
make the relationship full and has continually deceived me along with all her other people that she probably deceives. Her behavior has resulted in the above assault and theft from my account and damage to my property. No one deserves this kind of treatment no matter how they might care for someone.

I believe that she needs professional help URGENTLY before issues become more desperate
and she either seeks help which an addict has to do (which is the hardest step) or she is
forced by the court to get out of this destructive lifestyle.

I need u to come asap to bilton grange and pick me up u r gona get me some s**** arnt u then i promise we will go straight bak to urs ill make everything up to u over the last 3 days ok and ill pay attention to u not just my stone ok and we'll av a gud night i promise (This did not happen)

M*** knows what I am, he desreves everything he gets.

Nice way to end 6 year, but business for her, unfinished business for me!

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Crack turns vice girls into slaves to sex

One drugs liaison officer told The Observer: 'When you mix crack and prostitution it becomes a 24-hour cycle.
You go out and you work long enough to go and get a rock, then you go away and use it and then you go out and
do the same all over again. Eventually you need some sleep, so you take heroin in order to come down. Then you
wake up and it starts all over again. Crack has become the new pimp and the girls are working harder than ever for it.'

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Crack cocaine

Cocaine is a substance that affects the brain chemistry of the user. Its main effect is to release a large amount
of dopamine, a brain chemical inducing feelings of euphoria. In addition, smoking freebase cocaine releases methylecgonidine into one's body, something which insufflating or injecting powder cocaine does not do. Methylecgonidine is a methylated form of cocaine in much the same way that methamphetamine is a methylated
form of amphetamine. The high usually lasts around 15 minutes, after which time dopamine levels in the brain plummet, leaving the user feeling depressed and low. A typical response among users is to have another hit of the drug; however, the levels of dopamine in the brain take a long time to replenish themselves, and each hit taken in
rapid succession leads to increasingly less intense highs. It is the intense desire to recapture the initial high that is
so addictive for many users.

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